Showing posts with label Dundee School. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dundee School. Show all posts

Thursday, November 14, 2013

1950s Kid

Our house 1947-1960
I was looking for something entirely different
when I ran across these photos this morning.
The houses were landmarks in my "Nebraska
Territory," my "Sherwood Forest"... wherever my
adventures led. It was, and is, an ideal
neighborhood in which to be a child, or,
for that matter, an adult raising children....

Hendersons, Boyles, Kraschels, Liens...

SWADDLED ON SATURDAY

The Zimmermans', between the Marshalls' and the school
(the "park" I refer to in the poem)

Friday afternoon in early spring was
everything it ought to be but Saturday, and
better in its way—a long, warm wallowing in
fresh anticipation with activity suspended,
save the effortless, habitual mobility of
youth. I lived in energetic fantasies
adapted from tradition, witches, faeries,
elves, and television—much like those
of every little girl who has the slightest
inclination toward adventure in her DNA.

How pliable the world and I were then,
how agile my imagination, deftly crafting
Saturday scenarios and shaping
panoramic situations on the slenderest,
the most improbable of Friday whims.

In my fringed suede jacket — my long,
brown hair in braids that swished across
my back — I could be Jo March or
Annie Oakley, even Nancy Drew,
by simply wishing to and being fashion-
flexible respecting history. A lengthening
of stride on pleasant residential
sidewalks, in an instant turned to hard-
packed trails across Nebraska Territory,
had me guiding covered wagons westward,
though unhappily my little pony, Daisy, had
been left behind in Council Bluffs,
recuperating from an infestation of the...
um... of the hiccups! Such a mystifying case,
so strange.

The wind changed. Balmy just a tick ago,
the day turned oddly dark, and
cold, quick puffs of what remained of
winter merged into a gale. I loosed my
braided hair and let the wind do what it
would. I knew (the wind did not), no
matter how it tugged and twisted, 
swept and churned, no common,
ordinary gust could whip my hair clean
off my head — a small but gratifying
evidence of strength, to tease the elements
that way and win. And with such cosmic
victories did Fridays end and Saturdays
begin.

There was a wind-dried, wooded place, if
only ten feet wide or so, that circumscribed
the park. Good climbing trees were there,
and shrubs to hide in while you waited for
Doc Holliday and Wyatt Earp to ride in
from their day of keeping lawlessness
at bay.

Oh, hush, girl, here they come. I shall appear
oblivious—a pert and canny wench, as I adjust
my brim so it just barely skims my eyes. My
stomach churns; my cheeks are burning. Am I
pink and pretty or a ripe tomato near to 
rupturing?

Dang, but it ain't even them. Behold, 
it’s Robin and his Men, and I, Maid
Marian the Vain, again defy the everlasting
wind and tuck my tousled hair into
a prim, aristocratic bun with winsome
tendrils tumbling ‘round my face. Alas,
my primping is for naught. The men ride
off, the wind abates... the sun
peeks out.

I leaned against the Gallaghers’ red maple
tree and watched the play of shade and
shimmer in the variegated canopy and felt
the muffled thrum that was the rhythm of
a Saturday in spring, the quieting of
afternoon in placid neighborhoods. I
heard my mother mixing commerce with
a bit of gossip as the Alamito Dairy man
delivered butter, half-and-half, and cottage
cheese. He muttered something he had
gleaned from Mrs. Hahn about the Beasleys’
sheltie’s puppies being weaned, as I recall.
I listened to the uninflected tune of bees
around a clump of lilacs, heard a small child’s
bleating and her mama's crooning consolation...
cursed a screen door with a wicked spring
obedient to physics snapping like a shot
across the soporific vista. Just as quickly did
serenity return.

The Marshalls lived directly across Chicago Street
My heroes having gone wherever my
imaginary men are drawn to when I'm 
unavailable (not often; I must practice
discipline) for admiration, I gave in to quite 
an unbecoming yawn, and in its wide,
substantial wake a new temptation came
along: Why ought I not lie back upon a sturdy
patch of grass (I knew the perfect one, not
only ample to support me but a haven 
of warm light and dappled shade) where I'd 
be swaddled by the sun, contentedly afloat 
in all the homely sounds and earthy smells 
that filled my private vale — the muffled glee
of little Sherry on her tricycle; her mom's
bright laughter, kind, encouraging—the earthy
scent of sod just laid and the perfume of lilies 
of the valley, too audacious for their dainty 
faces and discreet, half-hidden habitat?

Well contented was I then to call an end
to my adventures for a time and savor
quiet joys: fresh lemonade and oyster crackers,
barely stale; a kiss and hug for Mama; and
a book, or two or even three, for reading
in the back yard and my secret nook
between the privet and the walnut, whose 
broad trunk, from rain and time and children's
choreography, had worn away until it formed
a shallow cave, one made expressly for my
shoulder blades… all of which demonstrates
the wonderful abundance of the ways to make
a century of memories in half a Saturday or
less with time aplenty for a little rest....
--------------------------
Omaha's Dundee neighborhood, represented here, was 
developed around the turn of the 20th century as an 
outlying suburb several miles west of town. It thrives, 
never having declined in spite of narrow streets, one-car 
garages, single bathrooms, and surrounding development. 
White flight didn't affect Dundee as much as feared when
school attendance areas changed to discourage de facto 
segregation. Young families of any race who welcomed 
rather than feared diversity were happy to snap up coveted 
Dundee homes, taking advantage of the temporarily 
depressed housing market in the 1980s, when more skittish 
families (or those unconcerned about integration but 
desirous of newer, sleeker houses rather than Dundee's
quaint old architecture) moved out west. The population
shift created a housing boom in the old farming community 
of Millard, which responded by building fine schools in spite 
of the suddenness of the expansion.



Sunday, December 16, 2012

The Only Real Thing



I attended Dundee Elementary School with my brother and sister
in the 1950s. Now my great-niece Desi and my great-nephew
Bowen are students there. Built early in the 20th century, 

Dundee was beautifully renovated and restored in the 
1980s. Architects, RDG Planning & Design, Omaha



SAFE PLACES

When I was six years old, I was afraid of
the Cold War, the Communists, nuclear bombs,
and whatever atrocities I could invent out of
semihistorical, quasi-true stories my brother
would whisper in sinister accents, with grisly
asides and horrific embellishments. Probably
he was as frightened as I was. Maybe we had an
unspoken agreement: I was the terrified child,
crying to break any heart not of granite
till Daddy gave in to annoyance or pity, I 
never knew which. In the warm, fragrant
nest of my parents' bed, I slept the sleep
of the innocent. My brother apparently 
got all the comfort he needed
vicariously. Somehow, in some way,
that must have been 
sufficient
for him.

No matter how sad, how extreme the calamity,
however scary the story might be, I was
safe with my mom and dad,
safe at the neighbors’,
safe in the chapel, and
flower-gardening-made-easy.com

safe at my school, where
forsythias, lilacs, and quince bloomed in spring.

The air-raid drills didn’t frighten me, only I
felt pretty silly when having to crouch
like a frog on the floor, with instructions
to lock hands on the back of the neck.
Even in first grade we
knew that the stuff they called
nuclear fallout was more of a threat than our
six-year-old hands could deflect. Whatever—
I never imagined such desperate tragedy; one
that could walk in our classroom one day; one so
despicable, dangerous, angry and sick; one
inconceivable... and blow us away.

I thought I knew fear but I didn’t know this: The most
frightening things tunneled into my mind with the
monsters and witches and gremlins that rattled the blinds,
creaked the floors, and ate six-year-old girls for a snack
late at night, when the wrath of hell, multiplied ten million
times, wouldn't wake Mom and Dad. 

But then I, for a moment’s peace, never had need to
destroy everything that is childhood, breathing, heart-
beating invaders--the enemy--something that lives
in the mind--something I might be if my heart had
been savaged and left to bleed, wither, and die. To
imagine a 
vast, damaged, infertile land of aloneness,
despair, and insanity—I've never dared try. But
now, God, I want to see without being diseased
mind and body... how? How can it be that he
scorned his own flesh and he sought the abyss, and
he
punished the agent by which he was made, and if

he had known how to he would have killed you?

Teach me to pray for this man and his family. Did they
know him, his grief and his anguish? His pain? Did they see 
the dark as his illness revealed it to him? When did his world 
start to dim, then go sunless and cold, empty and still?

Then show me two dozen children with guardian angels
as Heaven's door opens, as each is embraced. Please,
may the mothers and fathers, the sisters and brothers and 
aunties and all of them witness it too.

In your grace keep us safe, keep us loving and
certain of love and believing in what is the only real thing 
and the only truth, even today, when we can't comprehend
what we see:


Love is him
Love is them
Love is me
Love is you
Love is everything